Life is full of paradoxes, and so is Rosalyn Hui's harrowing journey. But she continues to believe that "Destiny is like a musical score born with us, and we are the players. Depending on how we interpret, the music may turn out in quite a different way and with a different tempo."Rosalyn Hui's mother has had latent schizophrenia for decades, but nobody ever realized. However, endless conflicts in her parental family never ceased. Due to the imperceptible influences from her mother, bad luck has always seemed to follow her. After enduring three haunted marriages and the trauma of her father's abrupt death from cancer, symptoms of her autism, anxiety, sleep deprivation, and postpartum depression ultimately led to schizophrenia.The only daughter, Amy, gave Rosalyn the strength and courage to change. Turning herself into "a little white lab mouse," she fought back against her mental illness with the transboundary holistic approach, incorporated orthomolecular nutrition, mind training and faith. Finally, she managed to take back her life from her complicated mental syndrome and toxic psychiatric medicine.By publishing her story, Rosalyn seeks to bring greater social awareness and respect to the issue of mental illness, so as to help more people overcome mental conditions and achieve manifestation of their higher selves, to pass on to the next generation of the faith in holistic health.Rosalyn has also integrated her own experiences and research into her explanation of what she calls "the paradox of psychiatric methodology." The topics covered include:?The paradox of psychiatric pharmacology?The short- and long-term toxic effects of psychiatric drugs?How the faith works during the recovery from severe mental disease, as well as the withdrawal of poisonous psychiatric medicine?An alternative analysis of mental illness based on the connection among mind, body, and spirit?Developing an awareness of the latent mental cases around us?Society's discrimination against mental pa