Tanner I lost the one person who brought harmony into my life. She hates me and I know exactly why. If only she could see what's right in front of her face. The person who she trusted even more than me -- she's the one who put the nails in the coffin that was the end of my relationship. It's been years since it happened and I'm watching my closest friends find their forever women. Do I fight for her, for us? Will it be worth it when we've tried this two times before? I'm afraid only time will tell if I can keep the demons at bay. Things are undoubtedly about to change for us and I don't know if it's a good thing, or a bad one. The only thing I can do is take a leap of faith and see where it leads me.