Tracy knows that Brendan is perfect for her. But only for now. She has a list and he doesn't meet the most important requirements on it. But there's nothing wrong with hanging out with him, especially if it helps maintain her well-ordered life and keep in check some of her more self-destructive habits. At least until she meets a man who is suitable for a long-term relationship. As their roller-coaster affair develops, so too do Tracy's feelings for Brendan. But just when they think they may have it figured out, secrets and lies from her past come to light, and Tracy must consider whether she can ever be the kind of woman that Brendan deserves. And making matters worse? She's beginning to wish more than anything that she could.