Loving two men shouldn't feel so right but it's the only thing I yearn for.One moment of lust filled insanity should have been enough to cement our bond yet all it did was destroy my dreams of our future.Ten years later and I still don't have it in me to give myself over to them.Can my men convince me that they are what I need to be truly happy or will society prove me right and confirm my belief that what I desire is never going to work in the real world?Contains mild BDSM elements and a HEA